I Miss That Word

did you remember about this word "I want seriously with you" and "I'm very lucky because you've got <3 Paramitha Anggraini" Did you remember all about that ? ah i didn't know how to express my feeling when i hear it. but NOW? NOW? NOW? NOW? NOW?!! That all BULSHIT! BULSHIT! BULSHIT! BULSHIT! BULSHIT!!! i didn't know why i must trust to you. you know ? I'm not your toy!!! NOT YOUR TOY!!! Argh -_-!